Argh! I'm like extremely disappointed in myself!!!!!! Here's why:

Today I played for a RCIA retreat. 3 sessions in all, Mass included... I played pretty well for the first 2 P&W sessions. Then it came! It happened during Mass, during the Final Doxology in fact! (And that's the highest point in Mass!) I played the final doxology bit way tooo early when Fr Stephen was still reading the Eucharistic prayer!!!!! Not only that... 2 times!!!!!! In a row!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!! Unacceptable for a musician, and a church musician at that!

Sigh... It's gonna back to the drawing board for me man... 1 good thing did come out of this though... At least it served as a training ground for my next Mass performance... I CANNOT screw up the next time! I CANNOT screw up the next time! I CANNOT screw up the next time! I CANNOT screw up the next time!